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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

no more drama

maybe cause I'm a good person and i like helping people so much that people start to take advantage of it, and it's really fucked up, i know no one wants to read this crap but I'm just posting to i can rest and let it all out,,,

I'm tired of being good,,,
tired of helping people that don't deserve,,,
tired of making fun of,,,
tired of having friends and realize that they are enemies,,,
tired of being all alone,,,
tired of having this pain in my chest,,,

i don't think i can have enough of listing the "tired of" list hehehe, it's so dark around here and it's cold when you're lonely I'm losing my light,,,

I'm done with all that crap no more nice guy no more "white heart person", I'm going down and I'll throw my heart and replace it with a stone, if you're out there you know what i did to you :) and how cold was it :) and you're not gonna be the last one hehehe

that's all for now, be good y'all

PS: this is not a suicide letter!

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10 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Pain in your chest?
what's the deal?

8/14/2007 02:26:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I actualy totally understand where u come from. I had the same revelation kinda :)
however, is it actualy working? can u just change ur attitude?
still explain teh pain in ur chest, u can be vague all u want as long as it is a sufficient explanation

8/14/2007 02:30:00 PM  
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8/14/2007 06:49:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

eeh she is out here oo she knows exactly how it was...thnx god it means nothing to her anymore ;)

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b3ed 3n elnjrh ele 9art last times when we talked..

turning into a stone never makes u feel good huny
u r just ganna lose more people "some of them might be good and care about u"
all u need is to change with some people >> just change a little don't turn into a stone...because stones breaks easily but a normal heart never does..

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even if u didn't answer , u'll at least read it

i know that am not the last one but i already wasn't the first one too

and by the way u changing into stone never breaked me.. actually made my life way better ;)

8/15/2007 12:07:00 AM  
Blogger outlaw said...

Vinnie:
every thing is just fine ^__^ making fun of people sure brings me great feelings :P

free_moi:
yeah right whatever dear, say hi to ur mom

8/15/2007 12:14:00 AM  
Blogger 3baid said...

Come join the dark side >:]

8/15/2007 02:32:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

looool , wnasah lmn tn'3th ;P

my mom says hi to u too ;)

8/15/2007 04:00:00 AM  
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8/15/2007 12:46:00 PM  
Blogger Ammaro said...

its annoying when you keep helping people all the time and you never get anything back but complaints and problems... hell... screw helping out others. i've been through a few situations like that pretty recently..

8/15/2007 01:09:00 PM  
Blogger Missy said...

@@.. When were you actually "6ayeb" ?! I guess I missed that part of ur life! :P LOL.

cheer up buddy,, ma3aaaash mn ez3lik! :P life is too short to deal with such people. just ignore the fact that they exist. :)

8/15/2007 01:27:00 PM  

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