The one....

it's a word everyone says it between time and another, but it's a feeling you can't match it ever.

waiting for a job

after a long 2 weeks of waking up in the morning and applying in banks and company's by hand and online now all i have to do is wait for someone to give me a call, i wake up early in the morning in case someone calls and check my e-mail and phone all the time just in case...

at noon i go to the gym and workout, i've start going to the gym 2 weeks ago to invest my leisure in something that might be good for me...

back home and i don't know what to do so i try to update my website...

recently I've started to have my dinner at 8 and download a movie for each night to watch when I'm having my dinner...

at 10:30 I'm in bed sleeping.


i should really find something new to do or someone should give me a call...

Get me out of my misery!

Happy eid... like always

since i was a little kid i've always been pessimistic but i don't know if its me or the world i live in is a gloomy one,,,

Happy Eid: Day 1

woke up at noon every one is sleeping except mom, as i went cleaning up the door rang so i ran to open the door it was my big sister and her husbend they were like: "whats with the pijama? is it eid or what!?" i just replayed with my usual smile, we all sat down with my mom chatted a little then they left and every one woke up i was the first one dressed up as they were getting ready i went down to my car to get it out of the garage so i tried to open the garage door but it won't open (we have an automatic garage door that opens with a remote or by the switch) so i've checked the electicity and every thing is turned on but it still won't open, called dad we tried but it seems there was a burned chip inside it's box, tried to open it manually using the handle and the surprice the handle was broken! so we can't go out today, so they all just waited for me and dad to get it fix we couldn't call any repair man cause it's eid no one is working, it took us a long time so every one took off Eid's clothing, we managed to open the door at night but it was too late so we missed the first day.

Happy Eid: Day 2

woke up at noon every body is dressing up we went to grandma's house for about an hour and came back cause we've invited some relatives to lunch, they've arrived, the only guys showed up were my sister's husband and one of my relative who was younger than me who was calling his friends and planning to go out since he got here and the rest were all girls, lunch is served, sister left with her husband and that guy left also, tried to convince my older brother that we ALL go to a play or a movie he was like "you have money whats stopping you?!" as if money was ever a problem, so he also left so i was just sitting watching tv my phone rang it's my cousin asking me to pass him by so he'll give me my money that i owe and we'll go out i replayed "OK!", we went to Burger Hub, as i was on my way home my friend sms-ed me asking if i had dinner i told him i did but if you want I'll pick you up you eat I'll just have some ice-cream, we went to Johnny Rockets then returned home.

Happy Eid: Day 3

pick up my friend and cousin drove them to the airport, eat at Starbucks, Say Good-bye to them and return home and start doing nothing.

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Wish you all had good time in your Eid

back blogging

hi allz o mbark 3lekom elshahar,

it's been a while since I've posted any thing due study's and my last year in the university but now I'm done studying and graduated el7emdelelah oo i guess i don't have anything to do so I'm back. :P

since I'm back home i'm having problems sleeping or eating i don't know whats with me, been thinking a lot about my future and got no where with all the thinking hehe.

since I'm bored and had nothing to do the day i came back home I've built a video streaming website (www.q8hd.net) so it'll make me busy and fill my time and these days i'm uploading Ramadan series's in hight quality but uploading all those episodes are such a pain in the a$$ i'm working alone and there are so many of them god help me.

anyways that's all for now, I'll be back later with updates.

i want to break free

so it's like this,,,,,

i wake up everyday at 8-9 am and the first thing i do is check my mobile and the surprise every day,,, nothing no miss call no massages it's ok i'm not waiting for any one :x

after i wash up i take my laptop and sit in the living room and watch tv but all i see is crap :x so i turn on the laptop and,,,, nothing new just crap,,, so i just sit and do nothing till 2 pm and thats when my family start to wake up, so about 6 hours of doing nothing :\ and i don't know what do to in all that time, no friends no family no one wakes up in the morning,,,

i gotta find me something useful to spent my time in,,, tired of books lol i'm gonna kill somebody >:D ;P

who wants to listen to my misery?! i guess no one ^_^

any way anyone know's a good restaurant or new one i should try? :P and if the place was quite it'll be great :P

ignorance is bliss

you might think that i'm crazy, but in my point of view it is bliss, cause if you don't understand anything you won't worry about anything,,,

if you don't understand about politics you won't worry about countries wars or all that...

if you don't know about love you would never get jealouse or think about the one you love or worry about the person you love all the time...

i wish i could live like that, in a world where no one knows about anything, in a world of stupidity and ignorance, a place where no one uses his mind nor his heart, a place where we live to eat and nothing else,,,

but i guess that place doesn't exist and never will be,,, and i've lost my mind loving you and caring about you,,,

ignorance may be bliss but not for me i guess, love could be a very beautiful thing,,,

i feel like flying when i talk to her,,,

i feel like heaven when i'm with her,,,

i feel like there's no one in the world but her,,,

a word from her can take the pain away,,,

her laugh rhymes like music,,,

when she's missed i don't care about anything in the world but how to reach her, how to talk to her, and nothing but that,,,

soooo i guess love is bliss to me,,,

ohh how i love you (f)

ps: shut up!

does looks really matter?

ever asked your self does looks really matters? in life we meet alot of ugly people that we like and we see alot of crappy things that we like, we even may see the opposite thing pretty things we hate,,,

why do we like the moon when it's full? the moon looks like any round thing like a ball but we like it and we can't resist looking at it cause it's round? no, cuase it's glowing? NO, cause it's a moon,, it's just beautiful

alot of people may find metal songs suck, they are soo loud and they scream alot and they look like satanic people and gothic stuff and mardy myanen, but i just like them,,,

but nowadays alot of people go after looks and after knowing the person well they discover that this person is nothing but a walking animal lol,,,


soo all i'm saying looks doesn't matter dear and and you gotta see beyond looks and deeper,, oo allah y3enkom


ps: i don't know what i'm talking about,,,